♥ Eternity

Monday, April 25, 2005

24 April, 2005

it's 2 weeks since i first started work.....hmmm..time passes relatively fast....at work, i don'teven know what day it is......somehow feel like i'm totally detached from the world, with no outside contact until sunday comes.....quite sad really.......today i saw my parents for the first time in a week......my mum misses me like crazy.....it's quite scary really..i've no knowledge of what goes on at all....what to do? That's what I have to put up with working split shifts.....*shrugs*

This week, it's been absolutely unbearable to live with my chef....he's crazy...i'm definitely sure of that now...Try so hard to see the good in him, but...i'm sorry God, I really can't....He just keeps picking on me for every single thing I do, whether right or wrong.....it gets quite irritating sometimes......and it's not only me who gets it...EVERYONE in the kitchen suffers...man, when he wasn't around yesterday evening coz he was at the World Gourmet Summit Award Ceremony, everyone was so happy, and everything moved so smoothly....life's so much better without him....he was nominated for Rising Chef of the Year, and well, luckily, he didn't win..sorry i sound so evil...but he's really given me a lot of hell...but...i shan't say more....i'm happy though, coz Randy See, our chef sommelier won sommelier of the year, and Au Jardin won Best Restaurant of the Year.....that place so deserves to win.....perfect ambience and everything....will be joining them in 2 weeks time....wonder what life will be like then.......guess everything's gonna be different.........

Anyway, sighz....heard from my mum today that my cousin Bertrand, who had his left leg amputated in January due to a car accident in Mumbai, India, and who has been in General Hospital for about 3 months now, has had a worsening in his condition. His stomach is bloated now, and his intestines have stopped functioning.....he's so young....i think, if i were him, and were in this state, i'd really pray to be dead....not onyl is he suffering, his family is definitely feeling the burden already, whether financially, or mentally, or physically.....keep praying for them, coz that's the only thing i seem to be able to do since he still does not want any visitors.....hope things take a turn for the better.......

On a lighter note, am quite happy that a the Catholic Church has a new pope....really dunno how he's like.....and will only keep praying for him.....know he has a lot to step into, since his predecessor was so "wow".....there's surely a huge amount of expectations that everybody has for him.......Only hope God will continue to guide him to do His will.............

hmmmzzz..only 45 days till my darling goes in to the army.......feel so down....sighz......sundays off........sad how it's only 1 day for every 6 days........the time is moving too fast for me to do all that i wanna do.....miss so many people...but i've so little time to actually catch up with all of them...........and i still need my sleep, and my SIMS!!!! arghhh.......haven't played them for so long.....i think i'll go do all my stuffz now......it's gonna be one week more before i write again due to my lack of time.......and also 1 week more to Lord of the Dance!! I can't wait!!!!!!

darling.....i really really really miss you...wish i could just spend more time with you.....

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