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With darling

with my dad and mum

28th November 2006

HEY HEY....it's been really long...i know....sighz...my dearest computer had adware on it...and it really pissed me off...so ya....i had to stop entering all my entries for awhile...it sucked terribly.... but then again, i realised how much i actually need this blog to vent all of my thoughts sometime, so that i don't get so messed up due to insufficient brain space@!!! So yup, my new computer from DELL just arrived today and i can finally surf the net in peace!!! Man, i'm so so so so gladd!!! ANd now...i can FINALLY play my beloved SIMS once more!!! I've missed them like so super bad coz my old comp had insufficient RAM...and then it really lagged...so ya....now..I'm FREE!!!!

Anyway, ya..preparations for the camp has been going really crazy these last few weeks or so.... and well, recruitment didn't go well..but i think god has a reason....now that darling, angela, ian and myself are so preoccupied with getting things right and all, i think HE knows that we wouldn't be able to handle things as well as we would....so maybe, he just wants things to happen only next year...sighz....maybe i'm just consoling myself...but..oh well.. anywayz, not to digress, we'll be going down to the campsite tmr....got tonnes of stuff at my place...it's simply a fire hazard now!!! haha....but ya.....gonna be really tired over the next 5 days..so...i guess i can only write when i get back....

so..baby ethan's birthday was wonderful....and i helped to make his cake..it was a Violet cake...tasted really good..i think i'll have it for my wedding next year...hehe....will post the pics too....and ya...my graduation went fine too..... =)

oh...dec 26 and 27, will be going to bintan for a break with winson, angela and nigel...and darling too...haha...i can't wait to take a break from everything here......gonna spend 23-24 with darling too..but not sure at Pan Pacific or at Changi Village Hotel.....shall have to think abt it.....mama and daddy will also be going to Australia till March next year from end of this month....sighz.....i wish i could do that.....but oh well...darling and me were discussing...maybe we can drop by next year in march when i'm having holidays as well.....haha...

okay...i think my thoughts are like really jumbled coz i haven't written in so long......haha...k then..i shall write again soon....after the camp......till then..






November 4th 2006

is purple a moody colour? or is this version of purple a....in-between colour? I feel "in-between" today....it's been 4 days since i last blogged..have been absolutely busy with Legion stuff in the last couple of days.

anyway, i failed my physical proficiency test. a test i've to take as an entry requirement to get into NIE.....of course, i can retake countless times..but...it just sucks to know i failed such a simple test coz i only got weak passes in almost all the stations...and the accumulated points just don't add up to a pass.....sighz.....feeling very lousy about it.......my only consolation is that this other acquaintance/friend i met during the test also failed..so yup...at least i know the next time we take it, we'll probably be meeting up again.

hmm..so what have i been up to? well, as i mentioned earlier, gonna be going to st. anne's church to do recruitment...so i spent the whole of thursday evening designing the flyer...and then the whole of friday putting them together...super tiring...but oh well, it came out nice.....so ya, we went there today.....tried to create some awareness regarding legion, left our poster there and gave out flyers to kids and all...i guess we can only go all out next week, coz this week we were super unprepared.....our booth sucked..it looked so empty.....like so useless and all..i know if i were a kid, i probably wouldn't give a shit.....anyway, ya, i also met this aunty who knows my dad, and who named her daughter Perpetua because of me..haha...so nice right? but ya, her daughter's 9 now, so i'm asking her to persuade her daughter to join. Amazingly, this same aunty's son is in the Marist Presadium!! it's such a small world ya? sighz...gonna hve to pray hard that all works out at St. Anne's.

anyway, on thursday, robin and myself didn't go for meeting coz i came back quite late from work, and also, baby ethan was at my place...so...i just didn't go....he's so so playful...and so adorable...i just love him so so much.....=)

hmm..tmr's gonna be a long day...early in the morning, we're gonna have some church meeting..then have breakfast with angela, over which robin and me needs to pep talk her...and hopefully get her into the mode of being a camp chief......then ya...after that go for Da Zhu...our camp planning meeting......dunno how long that will last coz everybody still seems like they don't know what they are doing and the camp is less than a month away!!! ARGHHHHHHHH...i'm like going nuts...but anyway, then in the evening, got to go get my hair done for monday, my graduation!!!

tuesday, will be meeting my wedding planner, Maria......hmm..oh ya..did i mention that the Sims 2 has just released a new EP, about Pets? it's so cool can? I so wanna get it.......

and yup...my comp is dying on me...after 4 years.....it's getting slower and slower...and no matter what i do to help it, it's just refusing to be helped...i give up. gonna ask winson to help me get a new cheap one....so can't afford anything really ex....not with my wedding coming up and all......oh well....

much as i wanna continue writing, think i got to go start doing my posters for next week's recruitment le.....so yup...till my next post, see ya...




1st November, 2006

hmm...feel like this colour today....haha....anyway, yup..darling wokeup to watch liverpool this morning, but he didn't wake me up...after the game, he didn't feel very good, so he came back to sleep.....sadly though, we both woke up late for work..AGAIN...at 7.30 am!!!! so ya, we rushed...to work...sighz..so i didn't exercise once more........

Anyway, darling's not here with me now.....doing his duty....so i'll only see him tomorrow....feels funny coz he's always around...but, i guess, once in a while, it's good to be separated, so we have time alone...just that i miss him.....sighz...

So yup, i visited Cordy today....haha...she looks the same, her family is the same, and her house is still the same....nothing much has changed, and yup, just glad she loved the present i got for her..haha....i got her quite a number of things....a citrus butter loaf, 5 pieces of macarons - rose, lemon, praline, dark chocolate and salty caramel, 9 piece chocolate box, milk chocolate pearl tablette, mini meringues and marshmallows....good to know she's doing fine and all, and that she's attached too...haha.....we talked for quite a bit, and i ate a little at her place coz her mum insisted.....then ya, she drove me home!! yes..she can drive..sighz...i think i'll be the only person not learning to drive!!!

Then yup, after that i met Russell....sighz...miss him so much too....hadn't seen him since a couple of months ago...we went to simpang bedok for prata, and we shared a bit about our current lives, updated him on my wedding plans, then we did some catching up and all..then after that shared inputs regarding programs for camp....coz he's doing confirmation camp next weekend, and my camp is coming up too... we talked for really really long, like for almost 2 hours plus.......quite fun really......though we don't meet often, but when we do, we really close up the gap.....and ya, it feels like old times once more..he's just one of my bestest friends....think we've known each other for about 6 years or so....and well, we're quite alike with regards to the subjects we're inclined towards and also the kind of commitment we have towards our religion....so..i guess we just click well!

hmmm...anyway, brought some stuff home from work today....coz got about a hundred boxes to fold by friday......so ya.....then need to think about leaflets for this saturday's recruitment and all.....so i shan't write too long...can't wait to see my darling tmr.....miss him so dearly......