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Saturday, May 28, 2005

28th May 2005

It's a Saturday evening...i ought to still be at work but here i am at home once more......so many times i've been on MC this week.....my leg is killing me...hurts like hell..seems worse than when i first sprained it...the fact that i'm using my dad's medical ointment is actually helping to make it better as compared to the stupid gel provided by the doctor......so what can i conclude? That Chinese medicine is still more effective when it comes to stuff like that....... =)

Tomorrow's gonna be my off day and i'm gonna watch Madagascar and Monster-In-Law with my darling......sighz......it's only a week more before he goes in, and I'm getting "sadder" by the moment....if there is such a word! sighz.....these days, i cry very easily, especially when i think of the fact that he won't be around much after my first week at my new place.....the worst part is i don't even know if i can see him when he's out on weekends....really trying hard to treasure every single moment i have with him...each second passed is so important now...sighz....i don't doubt our relationship...how could i, after 2 and a half years together, and all that we've been through? But i doubt my strength to live on each day, because he's become such a huge part of my life, being there beside me at every minute that i'm not at work, and i guess that that's gonna be the hardest part to get used to.....not having someone there to share my days and nights with, or my thoughts and feelings with is gonna be so difficult, but i have to try....guess i'll definitely have much more of a life on my own with his absence, but somehow, i'd rather not have a life than to have him away from me.......

Anyway, on a lighter note, i went back to LA yesterday, cos i finished early, and also had to collect my paycheck from the head office....sighz....felt such a great sense of homecoming when i went back...so happy to see all of them....especially Regina.....and even Gunther....they were all so happy to see me, and it's such a nice feeling to know that others were thinking about you, and how you were doing....Gunther spoke a lot to me, and so did the rest, interested to find out about my "new" life at AJ......told them what i could...and somehow, sighz......i know that i'd definitely lvoe to have the chance of working with them again.......and yet, i know that i prefer the working style of those at AJ, coz they kinda trust me to do things for them, as compared to them at LA... so....it's kinda people vs working style....i still dunnoe.....will be going over the Canteen soon...back in Orchard once more........gonna face so many changes within the next 2 weeks...dunnoe if i can cope, dunnoe wat to expect....i only know that i'm gonna treasure every moment with my darling............

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