Here I am at my darling's home.....feeling very down, very lost, and very sad as well....feeling a multitude of emotions including fear......just 9 hours before is ay goodbye to my darling....whilst fearing for his new life inside, and how he'll adapt, i'm also feeling really upset that we've to say goodbye so quickly...the hours just don't seem to be passing slowly enough......it's passing so quickly that i can't grasp the minutes fast enough....... sigh.......my first night spent at his home.....my parents only allow it coz i guess they understand how i'm feeling......thank god they do........and, tmr night, at this same time, i'll also be bidding farewell to my parents........how lonely can one get? talk about feeling all alone man...i guess i'll really be experiencing that.........i just hope that my brother, luke and his girlfriend can stay over tomorrow night, so that i can get over my first night jitters..........it's been two and a half years with my darling, and during this entire time, i was never home alone..and even if i was, he was only a phonecall away......this is gonna be something to adapt to after two years with company all the time.......
on a lighter note, we watched Mr. and Mrs. Smith today.......really good show...the action and storyline was really well done, and boy, does angelina jolie look hot.......it's funny though...the show kinda made her look very good, and brad pitt kinda lost out in comparison to her.......but who cares...haha...they look really hot together.....loved the show.... =)
hmmm......this is so interesting you know, my ex and robin have so many things in common, it's almost scary...........just found another similarity today, and i guess i'll find out if they will end up in the same company as well!!!! both of them are virgos, with their birthdays only two days apart....both of them are middle childs in a family where the kids are all boys....robin took up accounting in poly, and my ex is taking up accounting in SMU now....both of them are going to school 2 in tekong.........sheesh...it's really quite scary ya know......but......they're very different people...both in the way they think, and their characters.......... =)
hmmm...don't think i'll write anymore....need to spend my last few hours properly with my darling....... hope everything goes fine.....god bless him and my parents, as well as myself!!
darling...the thought of u leaving already makes everything seem so blue in my life......please take good care of yourself...i love you....
12:19 AM
Life is Beautiful
I love you not only for what you are
but for what you make of me.
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