It's already 11pm.....i've only 1 day left with my darling.......i feel like the saddest person alive..........gonna be so lonely for the next 2 weeks.........my darling's going in, my parents are going to Greece, my 2nd brother is going to Czech Republic.....with only 2 brothers around, I feel so......lost......sighz....am still making up my mind on whether to come back home or to go to my nanny's place........feel so disoriented......this is bad.......i wish i could extend the minutes into hours....there's so many things i wanna do....but there just ain't enough time....i feel like crap.....
To keep my mind off sadder stuff, i shall post on my new life at Canteen....Have been given a very good roster this week....am on morning shift both monday and today, then am off tmr, whilst i take a day off on thurs to send my darling and my parents off.....then i'm on split on friday and sunday, and morning on saturday.....it's a totally different lifestyle here...and it's quite confusing actually, as our one kitchen actually serves both Lazy Gourmet as well as the Canteen...thus, the orders can get quite confusing, especially if you don't know the menus very very well......but i'm trying my best........because of the demands towards the kitchen team, the menu is very simple, but quite worth the price paid....i feel like i just stepped back into PETALS...with the organization of food and all, as well as the menu items......but it's very relaxed compared to what i've experienced at AJ and LA......totally different concept and all, and everyone here is very willing to teach me...whilst they can kill me for the mistakes i make sometimes, they do not reprimand me...rather, they explain the mistake to me, as well as teach me the right way.......they're also very willing to teach me new things, and let me do things, as compared to the other two, where they were so afraid of me spoiling the food....but i don't blame them.........this would be a choice for grabs though, so i'm definitely gonna keep it into consideration.......
Although I got to see a lot of stuff at AJ and LA, but, it's like.....in those two outlets, everything had a very clasy air about it...and in TC and LG, ti's more family like, and everything moves at a faster pace....whilst it was a challenge previously to get things right, as well as to make sure the food went out perfect and pretty, here, it's to ensure the taste is right, and that it looks presentable, whilst getting the food out in the shortest time possible.....hence, we move at a much faster pace....
but, it's still too early to say.......this outlet is definitely a location that is up for contention.....so...i'll just see how....
hmmm...can't keep my mind off the fact that my darling's leaving me.............feel like crap...feel so down.......sighz.........guess i'll be moody for quite sometime..........
11:00 PM
Life is Beautiful
I love you not only for what you are
but for what you make of me.