sighz..it's just another blue monday...Darling left yesterday...and i've got 2 weeks without him once more....what makes it worse is that he's not gonna be able to talk to me from the start of this saturday, coz he'd be away for field camp...sighz...i really have nothing to look forward to anymore...and it just makes all my days look more blue than ever....i just miss him so badly....the tears were threatening to fall out of my eyes when i said goodbye last night...why do goodbyes have to be said? Why can't i just say hello and not goodbye???
on a lighter note though, i went out for dinner with russell last night...kind of a celebratory dinner for his birthday. We went to billy bombers again. haha. i just love their milkshakes. Their food may not be good, but their milkshakes are truly unbeatable man.. haha....i tried their brownie too, and it wasn't bad either! We spent a lot of time catching up and all, and it's quite interesting to see how much we think in common! it's a wonder we aren't a couple..but then again, no matter how i look at it, i know we can only have a platonic friendship and nothing more...coz really, i don't think any other guy can suit me as well as my darling does...hehe
gonna meet up with him again this weekend...i need human company, or else i think i'll really go nuts... my parents will be going away to malaysia again..coz iths the 49th day since my granny's passing away, and it's customary that they be there....sighz...what a lonely weekend...
anyway, i discussed with my brother about all my marriage plans. and it seems that for me to get my home as well as my marriage together, it would take me an approximate 3 years. Whilst it may seem far away, but at least it's within the gauge of the plans that my darling and myself have set up. whilst i would love to get married like now, but planning is everything man...and it's such a big thingy...how could i not plan? Really hope my darling gets into OCS, then our plans would seem more likely to happen....gonna pray like crazy that it happens...after all, he's passed his IPPT already.....right now, just gonna get edmund to help him achieve a gold. It should not be that difficult for him......i'll just leave everything in God's hands and hope for the best!
darling...these 2 weeks without you will make my skies seem so grey...i really really hope you'll come home soon.....and put the sunshine back in my life once more...i miss you...
11:26 AM
Life is Beautiful
I love you not only for what you are
but for what you make of me.
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