just another sunday.....darling's away once again.....he's suffering from a super bad sore throat..the poor boy......took him to see a doc so that his tonsils won't get inflamed or something...and my mummy was kinda worried.....she cooked so much sugarcane and chestnut water for him that by the time he booked in just now, he really did feel a little better.....so sweet of her.....
had my first day off from peperoni today...sighz...i still can't open a pizza properly....it's always out of shape....so sickening..hehe.....darling came with eugene, his girlfriend, ian and angela to eat yesterday.....i think they enjoyed themselves...which is good....i took away one pizza for myself as well coz i didn't take my dinner last night.....the pizza is so lovely..hehe..such an indulgence.....
anyway, life here is indeed relaxing, and whilst i love everything about it here, somehow, i feel that Canteen is still better for me....mainly because it's more serious....i mean, coz Chef is more strict and demands more, i end up having to have higher expectations of myself, and do things more up to standard...here however, coz Frankie is more easy-going, and has high expectations only of himself, and not of his staff, coz i guess that to them, as long as the customer don't really complain, it's good enough. He has 10+ years of working in Italian restaurants in his pocket..so his pizza and pasta skills are really really wow...but coz he has so many under him now, he'd rather stay behind the scenes....so that he has lesser things to do.....and because he doesn't wanna be in the limelight and all, he doesn't ask much of them...so....in a way, whilst they have the freedom of doing things their style, standard is somehow compromised....but, their stuff is still good, just not as good as it oughta be..... here, i end up getting so lazy, and not bothered and stuff...so....i feel like i'm slacking and all.....but at Canteen, i'm given slightly more responsibilities, and Chef expects more from me too, so..i end up "giving" more, which is, in the long run, better for myself......
sighz...i miss my darling so much.......he says i've changed a little....*shrugs*......he feels that i'm more patient (which is good), but, however, less conscious of myself, which, of course isn't very good at times....but, he also feels that our viewpoints in life has "matured", and we are planning so much more for our future.....so, in that sense, we've "grown up" together..... =) he also says i'm more playful now....hehe.....i feel i'm more in control of my emotions...and i tend to think before i speak far more than i used to.....hmmm...he's going for field camp soon, and it starts on our 31st month anniversary...that so sucks coz my parents are going to malaysia on that same day....sheesh...it's gonna be another weekend alone...i guess i'm just lucky that my sea sports alumni is gonna be on that day, so the day won't be so hard to pass........but.......the week from that will surely be a killer coz darling can't call me at all........think we'll both die of starvation.....yes yes, i know i sound extreme...but that's the way things are for the both of us.....
oh well.....guess i'll sign off here.......russell's birthday is in 2 days.......must remember to wish him...hehe...just found out that my best friend nora is in australia.....and i had absolutely no idea! This is bad man........oh well.....will try to dig out for more details................hope my darling gets well soon.......miss him.......
9:17 PM
Life is Beautiful
I love you not only for what you are
but for what you make of me.
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