♥ Eternity

Saturday, July 02, 2005

2nd July 2005

Finally, i'm able to include a photo of my much talked-about darling and myself........sighz...it's quite sad...we haven't been taking many photos together lately....and it's all coz our digital camera is spoilt......wish i could show you guys his "new" look though, coz he looks so cute...... hmmm....he'll be booking out tomorrow...can't wait to see him once more...... =)

So fast, it's already a month at the canteen......i really do kinda like it here, after all, not only are the working conditions not bad, i also get to see my friends from LA for as long as they stay there! Both the service staff and the kitchen team work really well, and it's truly like a family here......Everyone looks out for everyone, and well, i really dunnoe how to describe it..... Been stationed at the cold side lately, and i guess chef's trying to kill 2 birds with one stone...on the one hand, he wants to let me try out the cold side, and really see how i handle all the different orders coming in at once from both outlets, as well as let the new guy learn to stand on his own 2 feet, since i'm leaving tomorrow.....the new guy is actually alright lah....he's just slow, and kinda easily taken advantage of, coz he thinks very straight, and is not flexible at all....But, i believe that with time, he should be alright.....my chef and souschef are also very willing to teach him the ropes and all...whilst they may be fierce, but i feel that they're already being very patient with him......

sighz....today, i truly looked at my hands, and i really feel that they're deteriorating with time, all because of the field of work that i'm in...it's really quite sad lah......and though i'm proud of my work, i can't help but feel really inferior when i look at girls who can dress up, go partying, and cause guys to pay them more attention, just by standing around and looking pretty....this is especially since my bro's girlfriend always looks so good....often think back to my secondary schooldays when dressing up was a norm for me........now....sighz....i can't even be bothered to look good after such tiring days......but oh well, who cares what others think, when i have someone that loves me as much as my darling does?! =) After all, I am already planning to get married soon!! hahaha.........i do have to admit that i do envy these girls sometimes....but then again, i guess that the amount of love i'm getting from my darling is far more than enough!!!

oh well................a new life's gonna begin for me soon as i move to Sebastien's....it's SO far away....i just hope i fit in there....the HR has already told me that if i really can't fit in, and if it's really too far for me, i can still come back to the Canteen if i want to......but, i guess I just wanna take a look around, and experience the difference in all the outlets, even if i've got my mind set on coming back to the canteen...after all, this kinda experience comes only once, and i'll not only see a lot, but learn a lot as well...so...yup........will end off here....coz me got to go to work tomorrow still........

Darling...few more hours before you're out....can't wait to see you again!!

12:20 AM