Thursday, August 25, 2005
25 August 2005
Yay, it's a wonderful Thursday evening....2 more days till i get to see my darling again...I simply cannot wait......this week, i'm like missing him like crazy....I have no idea why....maybe it's coz I feel unbelievably lonely at Coq n Bull, despite the fact that I'm able to get along relatively well with my fellow colleagues...but ya, i'll talk abt that later.....and my poor darling is in the drill squad for his games day, so these past few days he's been training till like 10+, and thus he gets lesser sleep than usual...the poor boy....I've promised to pamper him over the weekend.... it's so weird, but, both darling and myself actually think that my brother, Luke, as well as my parents are actually caring for him a lot more now that they know of our plans......just last week, my mum bought a tin of Butter Cookies for darling to bring to camp...then, this week, she bought the Marriot Mooncakes, with the intention of letting him eat as well....sighz....i guess it's probably coz he'll be her only son-in-law!! haha.... Anyway, yup, like I mentioned, I do feel rather lonely here at Coq n Bull...maybe coz the politics is so strong here, that you can even smell it in the air....i'm so not kidding abt that....and ya, thus, everyone is like putting on a show....they don't seem to present their true self, and you can't help but feel that they're gonna be talking abt you and what you've done once you've left the place.....so, even if i do speak to them, i can't help but feel that I can't exactly trust them.....i've been popping round to Sebastien's a lot....and especially when business is slow, i really do miss the adrenaline rush over there.....it doesn't help that friends that i've found rather akin to my character, and people i find easy to talk to are there.....of course, there are similar people over at Peperoni's, but their thinking is somewhat different from mine, which makes it rather difficult sometimes to convey certain views and thoughts.....At Sebastien's it's kinda more open, and the friendship feels more real, and i can truly feel the concern from some of them.... *shrugs* Ah well, wondering where my darling is...coz it's already past his lights out time......sighz...i miss him so.... told my nanny and her husband abt our plans, and they seem fully supportive as well....i still find it kinda hard to believe that our elders are actually taking it so easily.... =) whilst 2 years seem so far away....yet, to put it in months, it's like, in 28 more months, i'd actually be lawfully married to him!! it seems so much faster that way....i guess that things will seem even faster once he's actually "popped" the question...haha....i'm actually still wanting him to propose even though our plans are already laid out!! =) such an ass right....but...that's just me....hehe.... but not to digress, once he's done so, he'd have set things in motion, and we could actually start discussing things properly with both familes, etc, and see what we really need to do....hmmm....speaking of all these, i'm actually only missing him even more......can't wait for him to come home.....next week's gonna be a short week, coz he's gonna be booking out on friday...and then, it's POP on the 6th!! weehee!!!! 2 weeks with my darling....sighz..... just the thought of it is enough to place me in seventh heaven, and in total contentment........... =) till then......... =)
10:18 PM
">
.jpg)
