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Sunday, August 07, 2005

7 Aug 2005

Hmmm....turns out that all my fears were for nought....apparently, life is not bad at Sebastien's. Somehow, i feel that in the start, i ought to have been posted to Peperoni in my official schedule. Coz that's the "gathering place"...it's in the middle...and the slicing machine and sous-vide machine are there....thus, everyone has to like go there to do their stuff, and in a way, coz i'm there, they kinda get used to my presence and all, so, when i do go over to either Sebastien's or Coq n Bull, they already know who i am and what i'm there for, so they are more friendly towards me.....so at Sebastien's now, i'm actually in the cold side, but helping out at the hot side and the pastry side whenever i'm free enough to do so....and in fact, they kinda are alright to leave me alone to do the orders during service already....which shows that they trust me!! hehe...dinner operations can get quite busy...even on my first day there...man, can u believe that on a monday night, we had a full house??!! it's crazy, the people here at Greenwood.... so unlike typical crowds, and so unpredictable.....

Anyway, HR called me coz i told them that i'd be at Sebastien's, and thus, i've now like 6 weeks more to go at Greenwood...I told the area chef, Paul, to put me wherever he likes....after all, he knows which place needs pple..so he can just put me wherever.....

Sighz....i had a big fat quarrel with my best friend, Nora, yesterday...and i'm really quite pissed, but i don't wanna post it here, coz i don't wanna bitch abt her to the entire world....the point is though, that i'm quite fed up of what's been always happening between us, and whilst i'm always the one to eat humble pie, i've kinda decided that since she always says it's my fault that these kinda things happen, i shall then agree that it's my fault, and i won't like apologize...i'll leave her to do it, and if she doesn't, well, then so be it.........yup...it's a pity, it's been 7 years of friendship..but then again, after i like "bitched" to my mum, and my 2 best guy friends (who've been around in my life for at least 5 years), they all felt i shouldn't waste my time on her anymore.......coz they know abt all my quarrels, and they feel that it's always been like that, so... why bother to make myself so miserable all the time? But wat the hell.....

Hmm...darling's gonna be coming back today, and then he's gonna be around till like tuesday evening....This week's gonna be a short week without him.... coz after he books in on tuesday, he'll be back again on saturday! haha...so i'm like taking today off, and tmr as my Public Holiday...i'll work on National Day from 9-5...then...rush home to send darling off...and then, have my sunday off again... =)

You know, regarding my wedding plans? There's been a change once more.....hehe..... we may actually go ROM like at the end of next year..... then prepare for our wedding ceremony when we are like 22....then...we'll stay at either his place or my place...and slowly save up until we get enough to buy our dream home, together with all its renovations done up.......in that way, we'll save all the big headaches that most couples usually get from having to spend on the wedding, as well as the home, and then be up to their necks in instalments and financial commitments.....and also, we'll kinda be able to get used to married life without having to pay for so many bills at the start of our marriage........my bro suggested that...and both me and darling think that it's not a bad idea...the only problem being that we've already told our parents that we'll only get hitched in 3 years time...so now that it's been shortened by so much......we're not sure if they'll be happy abt it....besides, darling's house is already very cramp, since there's so many people living there.....so it's obvious that we'll be staying at my place...and i'm not too sure if his parents will be unhappy abt that.....sighz.......i can only discuss it in detail with him later before making our decision, then telling our parents abt it...actually, i've kinda told my mum...and she hasn't really like agreed or disagreed.....i think she just thinks ii'm mad!! haha......sighz....will just keep praying abt it and see how things go.... =)

hmm...will probably be meeting edmund in a couple of hours......but then, asher's baptism is at the 6pm mass..and im not sure if i can go, coz i dunnoe when darling's gonna reach singapore...and i really wanna be there to pick him up coz i miss him so much....wanna bring squashygirl along to see him too.......such a headache... =) but a good one!! hehe.......can't wait to watch charlie and the chocolate factory...think it'll be so cool....like a childhood dream come true with all the chocolates and stuff...sighz.....contentment.....haha...k then...i'll like end off here...do the stuff i need to do...then go pick darling up!!!!!

darling...can't wait to see you..........miss miss you......

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