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Sunday, August 14, 2005

14th August 2005

Yep, you're right....i've just said goodbye to my darling....and here comes another week...sighz....i just miss darling so much today... so sad to have to say goodbyes....tears almost rolled down my cheeks...but i had to control them coz i was in his parents' car.... why am i so emotional, you might ask...but it's purely coz the feeling of love that i have for him is so so strong...any minute without him feels almost horrible...and the only reason i'm writing this now is coz i need an outlet for my emotions.... =( funny how darling was sms-ing me to tell me that he misses me so much too, especially this week.....i guess that all that talk abt getting married and all somehow made us miss each other more each time we've to be apart....SIGHZ.....

Yesterday, Darling told his parents abt our plans, and they took it alright....they look at all the research that i've been doing lately, and i would think that they were rather impressed, and coz of our calculations and all, it's obvious that we ain't fooling around and shows that we've thought through the whole issue very carefully, and they gave us our blessings too...even for the fact that we're gonna have to stay at my place after the wedding......all our parents have given us their blessings and all, and i guess, now it's time to really start saving, and at the same time, start the real planning....it's funny how the rest of the entire world are warning us against it coz they think we're rushing into it, (besides my dear friend, Russell, of course... =) ) yet our families are totally behind us.....maybe coz they've seen how we've both grown together, how we've brought out the best in each other, and kinda felt that it'd last......true...many might ask why the hurry to get hitched when we're already so sure that we are gonna get married in the end? But the question i'd wanna pose back to them is, have you ever really felt so in love with someone that you know that if anything were to happen to them or to their families, you'd wanna be there immediately to give them your fullest support? i feel that we can only give them this kinda assurance when we are a fully fledged couple..coz then we would be legally related.....how else could we simply throw aside all of our commitments and rush straight to their side? Life's so unpredictable these days...you never know when you need to be there for your special someone.... i'm sure he's the man i wanna spend the rest of my life with, and he feels the same as well....and since we're both ready to step into a whole new world of responsibilities and opportunities... together with the blessings of our parents, i guess there's nothing much stopping us now..... =) It's quite sad when i hear the cynicism and pessimism arising from others' mouths when i tell them of my dreams... i may be idealistic and optimistic, but, for every sad story, i believe that there's another happy one....and why look at the weeds when u can admire the beautiful flowers?? anyway, it's the lives of darling and myself...and we've entrusted our future to God...He knows of our plans, and the way we plan to carry it out...we'll leave everything else to Him, and ask for His blessings...hopefully, all will go fine, and we'll be able to fulfill all of our dreams.......

8:30 PM