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Friday, October 27, 2006

October 27th, 2006

I feel like this colour today. Haha..I have no idea why.

anyway, it's Cordelia's birthday party today. I feel so bad that I couldn't go. Sighz....I guess I really just drifted far far apart from all my friends, whether it's from secondary school or JC...maybe it's coz of darling...but maybe I just...don't really click anymore? You know, it's funny actually...going into SHATEC may not have been the most logical thing to do, but in doing so, not only did I manage to learn the tricks of the trade, albeit the most basic ones...but I have also managed to see this whole other side of the "world" that I would not have seen, had i gone the route that most others have. Most of my fellow colleagues have either relatively low if not no education, and most of them are Malaysians. And I guess that in a way, I learn to see the more "rough" side of the society as well....not that they don't do very well and all....but in doing so, I've also lost touch with most of my friends....

In a way, I guess, that in coming to this job, I really figured out what I really really want in life too...so it's not that bad either.

Anyway, today, there were two filming shots done at Canele....Daniel Ong came, and so did Michelle Chia...oh man, she's like so hot, and she looks really good in person...however, up close, you can tell that she's quite....haggard, like tired looking...can't be helped i guess, with all the long hours and all.....

Went to Darling's house for dinner today....brought his little Weiwei down for a walk...during that time, discussed Legion's future...it may seem bleak, but I guess we all have to work hard at recruitment next year, and try to get more new blood in.....this camp, hopefully it'll be a success too, so that we can revive what we already have.....and during the whole time from now till end 2007, it's time to train leaders so that we'll always have people to do stuff....

sighz..tmr's Saturday..should be happy that the weekend is here...but tmr, Angela, Darling and myself have to go down to St. Anne's church at about 6...got to talk to their catechism coordinators regarding doing recruitment for Legion during their classes.....then attend mass as well..so that at least Sunday, we can sleep in...but, not to digress..The presadium at St. Anne's is almost doomed for failure..so...ya, we're stepping in, try to recruit new members, then, if we succeed, which i believe we will, then we'll wait till they are stable b4 leaving.....hope everything goes well.....

So many things to pray for....I wonder if God ever gets tired listening...=) haha...He must lvoe us so much....anyway, the location for Jing Xiu Ying is yet to be confirmed..really hoping we get Holy Innocent's coz it's cheaper, and it's a much bigger space for us to use....can only pray hard..... Sent out the email for consent forms, but it seems that so many of our Tuan Zhangs don't even have their email add, let alone the passwords...so disappointing....but...sighz.....it only means that the 4 of us have now to work harder!!!

Oh well....gonna go take my bath now, then go keep my Darling company...he just ran 5 km today..think he's crazy...never understand how he runs for so long..i absolutely detest running...but would have exercised if I didn't have so much phelgm in my throat......so yup....shall update again....tmr....till then..

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