Monday, December 04, 2006
December 3rd, 2006
Camp is finally over....after a whole week of improper sleeping and eating....the camp has ended. There's so much to talk abt it...but I just don't know how to write it all down coz there's so much to say....ultimately, i guess everything went relatively well..and from a camper's point of view, i would have to say that it went perfectly well..however, on our YGZ view, i guess we really failed in supporting each other's programs..that we did not cooperate with each other as well as we should have......hmm..i hope i actually managed to touch some hearts...and that God actually helped each of them discover their own sanctuary.....There were so many miracles in the camp..so many beautiful things happened.....Saw God and Mary everywhere.... and how they had a hand in the success that we had in all of the programs...and i'm so grateful for that. wanna elaborate more..but...don't really know what to type about right now as my mind is so muddled up....so i guess it'll have to be in another entry.Am seldom so lost for words.....but my mind is really preoccupied at the moment. sighz....i'm feeling very upset, very confused...and very very very lousy....that's why i'm writing in this colour....i'm truly feeling blue. I've just hurt somebody very close to my heart...somebody i love a lot.....it's not Darling....it's my dearest god-brother...winson...sighz....don't really wish to disclose it coz it's quite private and all....but...yup...it wasn't intentional...and well, whatever stupid things i did is causing him to be in a dilemma, to have to make very difficult choices...i believe he does not blame me, yet even so...i know it's pretty much my fault that this problem arose...... =(feeling really terrible right now.....don't know what to say.....can't do much either.....so...i think i should just sign off now and write again some other day...will also upload the photos from the camp soon.....
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