Wednesday, December 06, 2006
December 6th 2006
It's Mummy's birthday today. I had no chance to get her anything...and I feel really bad..but have really been busy..and my mind so preoccupied and all. Haven't been myself lately...these few days..i dunno why i feel like i'm super emo..super moody...maybe coz i'm confused and all......anywayz, things between me and winson are fine...actually, he was never really upset with me...it's pretty much that his girlfriend thinks that i don't like her and stuff....sighz...really long story..and i feel really bad abt it and all...esp. since we've both bonded more over this camp... i just hope things all work out for the better....coz...i never saw him so in love with somebody...and..i just think it's such a waste to let a beautiful relationship go down the drain...to say the truth, if she really can't accept the brotherly-sisterly love we all share, then, i'll just let go.....it's for the better of them anyway..... *shrugs*during these few days, coz of this problem, i met up with nigel's gf...think she's nice...probably the one one that's really him so far.....one that suits him...haha..seeing him and winson find someone they love so much really makes me feel as if i'm like their mum...so happy for them u know? i'm just glad...and happy.....going to Ikea with them on sunday, we talked abt how our house would be in the future, and how the both of them would come stay with DArling and me....haha....i think that that would truly be us as a family....so nice...... =)hmm..the trip to bintan is confirmed already....i so cannot wait!! sighz...i've bonded with them so closely that now when i don't see them, i actually miss them...it's weird..i tell you...and i thank god my darling is so understanding and that he knows them perrsonally, as well as understand our relationship...so that he doesn't and wouldn't think otherwise.... =)anywayz, back to camp, everything went well...i think the campers enjoyed themselvess...and i sure hope they found their own sanctuary....hahhaa.... the rosary session idea i got from russell really worked...will post the pic.....but ya...darling feels that we didn't work closely enough as a team...which i feel is a relatively major problem...hence, i told them to go reflect abt it.....and then we discuss it over evaluation mtg.....hmmm...though my major spiritual activity went wonky...but...i touched the hearts of those who mattered most...Chris, Angela, Winson, and Clare...hopefully it's enough to help them find their direction in life, as well as help Chris come back to legion once more.....i think the entire YGZ, though not having worked together as well as we ought to have, not supporting each other well enough, i think a few really bonded, which is good.......many miracles happened, and i'm so glad....coz seriously..we went for Mass at Natvity, and the priest's sermon actually matched the entire theme that i was focusing on!! The weather was beautiful when we needed it to be, and well, without God's grace, i can't imagine what the camp would have been like..... =) oh well...k then.....i just did something really craZy today...but knowing my impulsive behaviour, it ain't actually surprising.....won't say what...if it turns out the way i hope it will....then i'll mention it....... till the next time....
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