Wednesday, January 31, 2007
January 31, 2007
Can you believe it? It's already the end of January!!!!!!! The days are just zooming past me, i tell you......And already I'm trying to plan for my lessons until the end of February.....and.....now that I'm thinking of it....it's scary...and almost unbelievable.....in just 10 plus months time...I'll be married??!! I know I've been talking non-stop about it....but....just to say it..and to realise that it's just around the corner makes it so so so surreal.....hmm....Darling's on duty again.....and..it's sucky....the house is just so quiet coz my mum is resting and my dad went out.......so weird....it's rare that the house is so so quiet....I'm so not used to it.....hmmm...and Darling is so so busy at the moment....I can't talk to him....sighz...he's been so absolutely wonderful this entire time that I've been sick....he's taken such good care of me, making sure all my needs were met...and never once complained...even when I was being super unreasonable....sometimes, I really wonder how he puts up with my nonsense...... I'm just amazed by him.....and I guess it's what makes me even more sure that he's the man that I want to marry! =)sighz...lost my temper again today in class coz my China kids just wouldn't listen....I really don't know what to do sometimes.....and I wonder if it is just me, or them.....my colleague offered to come in to take a look at how i handle my class so that she could give me some advice, but I don't know if i'm ready for it....I'm too afraid to be told that I'm not doing a good job........sighz....and...it's funny..though i've been working for less than 5 weeks, it feels like i've been doing this for so so long.....and my previous job as a chef seems so far away..so distant....even though it was only a couple of months ago.......*shrugs*hmm....i miss my darling....just wish he could be right here with me now......
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