Today is the start of a new year..... i wonder how it will be.... i know for sure that so many changes are gonna be introduced into my life this year...that it'll probably be a very memorable one.......
1. I'm gonna be married by the end of this year!!!!
2. I'm gonna be a teacher!!!!
3. I should be going back to school by July, if all goes well....
Career changes....Life and marital status changes....changes in how i'm gonna be living my life..changes in responsibility...changes in workload.......
I once read an article where this lady mentioned that changes are often the most difficult phases of life to go through, coz in changing anything we're familiar too, we do not know what it holds... and we, being animals, are creatures of habit...and that is why so many people fear to face changes in their lives......i'm afraid too...but knowing that God is there beside me just makes everything seem so much better...... coz I know that He will lead the way for me and guide me, protecting me from harm.....of course, with Darling supporting me in every decision i make helps too!!
It's been a very long week ever since the return from Bintan. there are just so many things to do... Going to my new school and all, I realised that I have to teach almost all the subjects to my new students come the new academic year.......other than Music and mother tongue.....and that in a way scares me...coz it only means that there's so much preparation I have to do!! I fear so many things....i fear not knowing how to handle all their demands, coz they, being only Primary 1 are new to school.....and there's so much they have to get used to....i fear not being able to teach them as much as i need to, want to or should.....i fear not having enough time to do all i need to do....i fear so many many things......
Of course, it helps that the teachers in Opera Estate Primary are really nice, and are really guiding me and giving me all the tips necessary and all for classroom management.....Also, it turns out that this teacher that i started speaking to during the day of our staff meeting, is actually a friend of my mum's!!! The world is just so small.....and, well, knowing that she's somebody that i indirectly know just makes everything so much less scary and fearful for me...I just pray and hope that all goes well!!!
hmm....so much to do......this week is gonna be crazy.....i got to start preparing for all the school stuff, and lesson prep and all......on wednesday and thursday, the first 2 days of school, i have to go for a crash course at MOE......then on friday, it's my first real day at school......after which, i have my Curia Officers' Camp that begins that very same night....and lasts till Sunday......i jsut hope i have enough time to get to know my students, settle down in school, and to do enough preparation for Monday!!!
oh well....have to go.....either gonna take a nap, or go start doing my prep!!! BTW, happy new year everybody!!!!
4:37 PM
Life is Beautiful
I love you not only for what you are
but for what you make of me.
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