Tuesday, February 27, 2007
Tuesday February 27 2007
Yep....darling is on duty again. And, I miss him....it's funny how on other days i always have so much to do, and then I can only leave work late......and yet on days like today, when he's on duty, and I can take the time to actually do more work, and I have nothing much to do. It's weird.......
Hmmm....I went looking at both the videos i've made for him, one in 2003, our first year anniversary, and the one i made last year for our 4th anniversary.....and, I really really miss him...looking at both the videos, i see how the both of us have grown., and how the relationship has developed.....in the first year, despite being so sure about each other, I guess we both were still filled with uncertainty....the path in the future did not seem paved yet......and now, 3 years on from there, everything seems more or less set for the future.......we know where we're headed, and though we may not know where the final destination may be, we know we've got each other to hold on to......and I guess that that's what matters........
When you love someone, you may not know the future or where you're headed towards....
you only know, and are reassured by the other's presence.......
Youthful love is filled with dreams, uncertainty, impulsiveness, and is full of passion.
Mature love is filled with patience, stability, selflessness, a future, and reminders of many years ahead...like aged wine.
Love is just so so so amazing.......especially after a long time, you just take time to look back on what has passed, how you both have grown, the path the relationship has taken, and the route it is heading towards, and you know, you just know, that no matter what befalls you, it doesn't matter....coz all that matters is that you have each other for support........
Don't walk behind me, I may not lead,
Don't walk ahead of me, I may not follow.
Just walk beside me, and hold my hand.
Whilst you once wanted so much for yourself, and all that mattered was your own happiness...now all you think about is both of you, and whether each decision and step you take in your life will affect the life you share with that other someone...You become more selfless, more ready to sacrifice, more ready to do anything that matters in order to ensure that your futures together will not be jeopardised..........
It doesn't matter where you both are, how far apart you are.......coz all that matters is that amazing feeling that you both get when you are together....for that's where home has become...your lives have merged as one.....and that's where you know you'll feel most safe and secure..........
Sigh.....so many thoughts running through my head as I think of my love......I know that for the rest of my life, I will never ever ever wanna be separated from him...coz he's where home is for me............Baby..... i miss you.....come back quick........without you i'm nothing, for you make me everything I am today....... I love you baby....
Love is not about looking at each other, it's about looking together in the same direction.......
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