My 50th month present for my darling......our footsteps towards a brighter future together....


Baby darling, i'm just filled with so so so much love for you....I really don't know how to tell you, and sometimes, I just forget to remind you of how I feel about you...yet...I hope you'll always remember how much I do.....

Darling seems so bogged down with so much thoughts lately...he always seems so far away...so deep in thought, and it truly worries me.....I don't know how to make things better for him, coz I'm unsure about what it is that is bothering him....I keep wondering if it's me, or if it's coz I haven't been loving him enough.....and I just keep questioning myself.....yet..I know it's more than that.......sighz...

Though 50 months have passed us....but i know that despite how long it has been, and how long more it may be, I'm certain that our love for each other will only get stronger with each month that passes us by. And that's coz we are so determined for the best for each other.... =)

We just placed the deposit down for the Church today...it's certain it's gonna be Holy Trinity....hmmm...there's just so much planning to be done....and with each day that goes by, I know we're one step nearer to getting married....our friends are slowly getting more involved in our planning process... and they too are beginning to plan with us, and find out more about what we have done thus far.... just hope my wedding planner gets well soon, so that we can move on in the planning process......have already booked the date for our Engaged Encounter...gonna go for it in June.....sighz...there's just so so much to be done...and what with Legion commitments and work/school commitments, there just doesn't seem to be enough time at all! =) Through all that planning...I guess what's most important is that we remember to love and cherish each other....though we've long passed the time where it's purely all about whispering sweet nothings to each other day after day, yet, we cannot forget to indulge ourselves in doing that every now and then...although there's much more important things to think about now, yet, it is most definitely necessary to remind ourselves of what made all these happen in the first place, and to keep the flames of love burning.....

I can't remember when you were not there,
When I didn't care for anyone but you.
I swear, we've been through everything there is,
Can't imagine anything we've missed,
Can't imagine anything the two of us can't do.

Through the years you've never let me down
You've turned my life around
The sweetest days I've found, I've found with you
Through the years, I've never been afraid,
I've loved the life we've made
And I'm so glad I stayed, right here with you,
Through the years.

I can't remember what I used to do,
Who I trusted, who I listened to before.
I swear, you've taught me everything I know,
Can't imagine needing someone so,
But through the years it seems to me I need you more and more,

Through the years, through all the good and bad,
I know how much we've had,
I've always been so glad to be with you.
Through the years, it's better everyday
You've kissed my tears away
As long as it's okay, I'll stay with you,
Through the years.

Through the years, when everything went wrong,
Together we were strong,
I know that I belong right here with you
Through the years, I never had a doubt,
We'd always work things out
I've learned what life's about by loving you
Through the years.

Through the years, you've never let me down,
You've turned my life around,
The sweetest days i've found, i've found with you.
Through the years, it's better every day,
You've kissed my tears away,
As long as it's okay, I'll stay with you,
Through the years.

Kenny Rogers - Through The Years