Sigh...Darling's on duty again....The amount of duties that he's been doing is crazy.....He seems to enjoy it now coz it gives him an opportunity to escape from work the very next day.... but sigh...that only equates to us having lesser time together....take today for instance, it's a Saturday, and had he not have to do duty, we'd be enjoying the day together....sighz....i'm almost starting to get used to him being away from me whilst he does his duty, and that's not good at all. I'm not supposed to be used to being apart from him...I'm supposed to long for him every single min he's not around...the way i used to. I'm supposed to feel lonely and lost......like a part of me is missing....and I used to feel that all the time.....but I dunno why now it isn't this way anymore....maybe coz he's away too often, and i'm learning to be independent; maybe it's coz i'm growing up, and becoming more independent and not so reliant; maybe it's coz work is taking up so much of my brain space that I have not enough time to think about it.......I dunno what it is...I only know that it's not good this way.............
Darling....explain to me what is happening.....why am I like that????????????
sighz...with Good Friday and Easter coming....I'm becoming more reflective......I'm thinking a lot....in fact, there's a lot going on in my mind......so much so that most of the time i have no idea what i'm thinking about......
on a lighter note, Darling and me seemed to have found a far better place than Galley by the Straits.....yet.....we're still unsure....still dunno if things will work out here....however, the place looks much better, and the package offered by them is much more pleasant to the eye.....it's the Republic of Singapore Yacht Club....it looks really really good....and well, we're in the midst of talking to them.......most likely next Tuesday we'd also be visiting Moomedia......just to get an idea and feel of them....coz...they do seem a little pricey...but Darling seems to like them better...oh well, we'll see how.........tomorrow's already April...so......I guess we really have to work much much faster!
Gonna meet up with Russell in a while........and then i've got a tonne of work to complete...so....well...will probably write again later....
11:20 AM
Life is Beautiful
I love you not only for what you are
but for what you make of me.
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