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Friday, March 16, 2007

Sigh.....today simply sucks...bigtime......i dunno how else to describe the day..... I don't even know what kind of mood i'm in right now....

Firstly, the entire day at the hospital sucked......although Darling has been discharged...and we're now at home, but even at this very point in time, we still don't know why he had to be admitted in the first place. The doctors have run tests, but not once did they even speak to us......they sent Darling for a stress ECG this morning - to run on the treadmill whilst they do the ECG...he came back with chest pains, and he told me that after the run he felt giddy and nauseous. And what did the dear hospital do? They finally decided to give him 2 painkillers. the first time he's taken medicine in the entire time he's been in the hospital. How ironic is that?!!! Then suddenly, 2 hours later, some person came in telling us his ECG result is normal, and that he's likely to be discharged...but she first had to check with the consultant before she could get back to us.......that's such an indefinite answer..... we waited and waited again, until we fell asleep, and suddenly we got woken up by the pharmacist who came in with his medicine. I asked her what his diagnosis was, and she told me to wait for the doctor....WAIT...AGAIN!!!! I'd been waiting all morning for goodness knows what! man..........then, shortly later, robin's dad called to tell me that Darling can be discharged...hello, i'm like sitting right beside the patient...couldn't you at least have the courtesy to inform us that he was going to be discharged? Then the nurse came with the discharge form.. darling realised that he was prescribed Anarex, the previous mediciation that had been given to him by his camp M.O. that caused him more pain......so I questioned her abt it, especially since the A&E doctor the other day had given him panadeine.......sheesh...and you know what she said???!!!! "You don't have to eat it if you don't want to...." excuse me! What kind of an answer is that????!!! you're supposed to be helping him get better, not give this kind of F**ked up answers!!! and when I ask her about his diagnosis, she tells me to read his discharge forms.........when we finally got through to her about the medication, which was like 10 min later, she asked Robin to sign the forms......Robin took sometime to look through the forms and she said, "You don't have to look, just sign here." Hello, we just want to make sure can......and Robin refused to sign....until he saw the doctor to find out what he had been admitted for.........the nurse then came in with a phone, rather than the doctor itself.........sighz....i really don't know what to say lor.....

As if that was not bad enough, Darling and me finally left CGH....and when we reached Eastpoint, we realised we had left his PSP behind!!!!! We called the hospital, but they said they didn't find anything.....we rushed all the way back, and searched high and low to no avail. Sighz....i'm not even angry about losing the thing....I just feel so lost....I dunno wat to say....I dunno wat to feel...this has just been an absolutely lousy and horrible day......

5:47 PM