It's Friday the 13th....funny how there's so much hype around it......oh well...i remember how as a kid, we'd always think how bad luck would all strike us just coz it's Friday the 13th..and now, when I look back at those memories, I can only laugh....=D kinda silly eh....
Anywayz, am now at Darling's house......taking a breather from everything as I'm typing my blog...feeling so tired and sleepy...hehe.....very very sticky too....it's been a really hot day, especially since i had 4 PE periods today.....the weather's really going bonkers, I tell you, one min the sun's shining so brightly, the next moment it's raining like there's no tomorrow.....
oh ya...I forgot to mention that I have already been accepted as a Permanent Contract Teacher by MOE, which means that I'd be considered for the next available intake......
Sighz, actually very lost about what I really want, whether I'm actually hoping that I'll get into NIE ASAP, or whether I'd actually wanna stay with my kids through the year......I guess I'm only in this state coz of my wedding later on in the year....I'm entirely aware that preparations are just gonna get more and more....and somehow I feel that only when I'm doing what I'm doing now, will I be able to have a schedule as flexible as this, and still have my weekends free..I mean, other than Weds and Thurs when they're totally out, and days when I'm scheduled for courses, my days are actually quite free, and I'm able to actually leave by 1.30pm....it's pretty much up to me......my weekends are also entirely free.....however, it of course means more work and daily responsibilities..........on the other hand, going to NIE, it will guarantee that I'm graduating and finishing my course earlier.....however, having been in JC where my days last from 7.30 in the morning till 5.15 in the evening with breaks lasting up to 3 hours plus, I'm fully aware that this kinda scenario can repeat itself....not to mention the assignments and stuff....sighz....I really dunno wat I want, and I guess I have to leave it up to HIM to help me decide...I believe my path has already been mapped out......so yup.....I shall not worry......
hmmm.....parents are away in M'sia, to visit my grandmother's grave.....coz it's Qing Ming and all......wish I could go, coz I haven't seen her grave for about 1 year plus.....hope they're alright and all.......mum's going for operation on Monday right after she comes back....to remove some pus she has in her sinus area....sighz....really hope God blesses her and watches over her....also hope that He'll give her some way to pay off the medical bills.......much as she has Medisave and Insurance to cover, I believe the bills will still add up to quite a substantial amount....don't think my bros are even capable of paying off anything or contributing..so.......sighz....I really dunnoe....
ah well....tmr's gonna be a good day.....gonna go exercise and suntan with Darling in the morning (provided the weather is good!), and then come back for lunch......cooking macaroni soup and tom yam soup for Angela......then she'll go for her piano, whilst darling and me rest...then later at night gonna meet her for dinner, where she'll be treating us to Outback for being her guarantors...haha.....yupz.......then at night, may be meeting my dear boys for movie.....heard Luke say that The Reaping is good....if we don't watch tmr, then will probably watch on Sunday after our JXY Celebratory Dinner.....Sunday also gonna meet this couple assigned to us by the Church to help us through with the preparation for the wedding..so..it's gonna be quite a busy yet good weekend...am just looking forward to spending more time with my darling! =)
6:54 PM
Life is Beautiful
I love you not only for what you are
but for what you make of me.
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