just came back from yet another bonding session with darling and Angela.......feeling much more relaxed now...have been feeling so super stoned the entire day..... I think it's coz I've been so stretched over the weekend, plus the fact that I just donated blood yesterday....man, i totally could not focus on work today, and it didn't help that I had 7 periods with the kids can....I was so so so irritable that I felt bad for them....every little thing they did that was not right, and they got "screwed" by me...... oh well.........was drifitng in and out of blank thoughts the entire day.....thank God Mum is now discharged and resting at home...so yup, thanks to all of you who have been praying for her...... I really really appreciate it....now I just hope that she'll really rest and let her body recover before she goes and does all her nonsense.......
Had to cook dinner today, and we had a really simple and healthy meal..all for her sake.....but I enjoyed it....I think that through this ordeal, it's good coz my bros are actually more concerned about my mum...and as for my mum, dad, darling and myself, it's strengthened our relationship...my mum actually hugged me and told me she loved me today.....=) that's why I always say that God allows things to happen for a reason....never once do I question what he does, for I believe that his reasons can only be understood in due time........=)
so glad that it's a holiday tomorrow....will probably be meeting Angela for a movie tomorrow.....she and Darling went for a 10 minute run just now...coz Darling's trying to train her for her NAPFA.....it's good to see that Darling has such a strong friendship with somebody....coz I know how hard it is for him to find someone he can trust this much.....=) Thanks Angela, for being that special friend for him! Don't worry, I won't get jealous!! hahaha.....
oh well, k lah........shall go spend some time with Darling now........till my next post!
11:08 PM
Life is Beautiful
I love you not only for what you are
but for what you make of me.