I'm better already....I promise......I think it was a combination of stress, and also PMS...... but anyhow, I am feeling much much better already, and am back to my old self....of course, i do get those moments where I just sit down there, and am almost falling back into that stressfulness....but I pull myself back........ darling has been wonderful.....being there for me all the time, tending to all of my needs......holding me when I cry with pain and fear........really don't know what i'd do without him.......
Darling and me visited SAFYC (Changi) on Saturday.....quite a nice place actually...will be going down with Maria soon to discuss things further in detail so that we can have a better idea of what they can or cannot offer......... then Darling and me had a nice meal at changi village.....been so long since we had time to sit down, relax, eat and enjoy each other's company....am thinking of actually taking out one weekend for the both of us just to spend time together.......coz we haven't done that in quite a long time......
Had a super busy weekend helping my mum to sell flowers for Mother's Day...though tiring, but, I guess I'm used to it.....had Curia on Sunday, and Angela, Darling and myself took out lots of time to attend the Recruitment Camp meeting......only to realise that the mentality and attitude of the entire committee is super screwed up.......we were all super worried and frustrated with them, so I gave them a good lecture, whilst Darling spent much of his time trying to improve things........I really hope that session woke them up at least a little bit...or else this camp is so doomed for failure........sighz....i know we can't really blame them coz half of them are first-timers...but i guess what irked me was not the inexperience, but rather the way they do their work, and how there is no sense of urgence...especially when the camp in only 2 weeks away!!! Sheesh......... it's even more scary coz this pple are the next batch of people we are trying to groom..and with darling and myself getting more busy coz of our wedding, it just worries me even more.......
Oh well...anyhow, after that, I went to get a pair of strapped sandals for work....love them..coz it's so nice, and now I have an option of wearing flats to work!! hehe.... darling and me also bought the sandals from New urban male........so now, it seems we ought to be wearing them everywhere..... =)
It's Meet-The-Parents session tomorrow.......and Darling is also gonna have his check-up tomorrow......in a way, I'm glad...coz then I can leave early to accompany Darling...also the day will probably not be as stressful.......
My kids had their immunisation jab today......one of them cried.....it broke my heart......yet, after a while, he started laughing again...funny how their emotions change so quickly.....I called MOE, and heard that I'm enrolled to be admitted into NIE this year.......in July...but my supervisor told me not to put high hopes on it until I receive my letter...coz...sometimes their work processing can be very very slow...........my main worry is actually for my kids.....think they'll be so lost if I really leave....yet I do wonder if they'll even miss me? Or would they just miss me for that instance, and after 1 month or so, completely forget me? I somehow feel it would be the latter......but I guess that's part and parcel of life........Ah well...
anyway, Sheena, if you're reading this...hope you're getting better ya....believe you'll recover quickly with your Superman there to help you go through this pain...... =) rest well my dear.....love you.....
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Life is Beautiful
I love you not only for what you are
but for what you make of me.
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