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Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Tuesday June 19 2007

I spent the entire day baking today. Been so long since I really took time to just bake.... =) Quite therapeutic, but relatively tiring....

Hmmm.....6 months and 3 days left to our wedding..and it still feels like there's so much more to be done...i think we really have to work at a much faster pace.... just hope everything falls in place in time.....right now, am trying to work at losing weight and getting in shape.....haha.....gonna sign up for dance classes with darling and angela soon....mos tlikely gonna be taking up lindy hop...i really can't wait.... to actually go back into what I truly and really love so much.... *sighz*

Anyway, everything's just been going so perfectly since we came back from EE...we actually take effort to go out of our way to be loving to the other party, and we do it consciously.....=) We put the other person before ourselves in all that we do, and consider his/her feelings and reactions before making any decisions.....I just hope we continue to live out what we have learnt in every day of our lives, for only then would this EE have been effective.....=)

I was joking with darling and angela yesterday that I think i'd have to ask my make-up artist to put on waterproof make-up for me, as i am SO sure that I'm gonna cry like mad on my wedding day itself.....I believe that I'll cry during the entire mass, whether it's saying the vows, walking in, or just singing the hymns...especially since I've picked hymns that have so much meaning and all......then at night, i'll probably cry again when i watch the express highlights and all.....sighz....it's just emotional old me...i wonder why i'm so emotional sometimes......none of my parents are this emotional....so....it really is weird........

anywayz, right now am reading the bible coz I'm trying to find a passage that really suits us for our first reading....and it's quite cool actually, reading it...and finding out much much more than what I used to know..... =)

few more days before the holiday ends...i'm almost in denial...especially since i've gotten so used and comfortable to my current state of life. but well, holidays always have to end.....and it's 4 more weeks as a teacher before I go back to being a student....i guess that's what i really fear...not sure if I can take on the pressure of studying once again, travelling to school, and whether my schedule will clash with all the preparations i've to do for my wedding...but I guess I just have to trust in the Lord, and believe that He'll guide me and Darling through it all.......

Hope He'll continue to guide Nigel with the preparation for JXY too...especially since we really seem to be short-handed this time round...if worse comes to worst, I guess Darling and myself really have to go back to help out once more.....

oh well....all we can do is pray, and hope for the best, and let the Lord decide.......=)

chicken rice tomorrow......for my dearest of friends......=) aren't u salivating already?? hehe...

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