Saturday, October 06, 2007
Darling's on duty again... feel weird to be sitting alone at home without him here with me... that i'm not "fighting" with him for the use of the computer....I miss him....i really do.....though it's only one day...but it means a lot to me..... of course it also means that I have time to really sit down and focus on my assignments and projects...but...I guess it just don't feel right... weird to feel so lost when it's only one day? I sometimes think so too...but... aren't i supposed to...marry someone i can't live without, not someone you can live with...
do you believe in that quote? I do.......
Lately, the stress of the wedding has kinda been building up.... and it's caused us to have quite a few minor disagreements....i guess it's coz expectations are mounting up on us....and I can't help but feel sometimes that all the others are just standing close by, waiting for us to fail; looking for a small little spot at which they can criticize, then tell us, "I told you so!!" Maybe i'm insane...maybe i'm thinking a little too much...but with the things others say when we share what we've done with them....or the way they express their comments, I really can't help but to feel that way... Funny how it's not about us....it's not that we have disagreements about what each of us want...that's clear, crystal clear...but...it's all the comments and the ideas they inject into our minds that makes things worse sometimes... i really don't know. I mean I don't object to comments from other people... what irks me is... you either put your finger in the pie, and give a hand, help all the way, or else, if you're not gonna bother, then don't give so many comments?? I mean...you can' give your two cents' worth, we're gonna listen.....but don't say it like we HAVE to follow your suggestions?? It frustrates me...really..
I can't help but also feel that the remaining days to our wedding are just gonna be tougher.
Yet, as mentioned in Evan Almighty, God does things only coz He loves us.
I feel there'll be more obstacles coming our way, yet, I know and believe it's all for a good cause... He wants us to treasure our relationship even more, for you only treasure it more if you have to work hard for it, or rather, if you've earned it....
on a lighter note.....Andrew sent us some sample outdoor shots....11 of his favourite outdoor shots just for us to see....and they're gorgeous..... i really think we made the right choice in choosing him to be our photographer.... =D
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