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Thursday, October 18, 2007

It's 65 more days to the BIG day...

I think darling and myself are really feeling the stress....
Had a discussion with both our parents last night....Goodness, it lasted for more than 2 hours...yet, didn't get much done.....there's still some traditional things to be done...like the dowries and stuff like that, and we're gonna have to go give out the wedding invitations by hand to the older generation.... of course they finally shared some disagreements with us over some issues....which, is exactly what i had predicted in one of my previous posts.....really felt quite crappy.. coz it's like they could have shared this with us earlier...but no...they had to wait till now when things are more or less confirmed...and it's gonna be harder to change things.......SIGH......

We also realised yesterday that our wedding planner has not been doing lots of stuff for us...so... i dunno...we kinda emailed her and stuff....just hope that she'll help to take some of the burden off us.....

There's really so much to be done.......and my organizer is seriously packed to the brim...I dunnoe if that's good or bad....i only hope i manage to handle all these well!!!

English Mock test on Monday 22nd Oct;
PBL project presentation on 23rd Oct;
Wedding Videoshoot on 29th Oct (and we haven't got any details yet!!!)
Attempting to hand in 60% assignment on 30th Oct;
ICT project due 30th Oct
Invitations to be ready by 1st Nov
English Final Test on 6th Nov
Science Exam on 13th Nov
GESL project on 17th Nov
Invitations to be sent out by 19th nov
Legion Camp 28th Nov to 2nd Dec
RSVP date 1st Dec
Future parents' in-law coming to give wedding gifts on 2nd Dec
Legion Christmas Party on 9th Dec
To go to ROM and collect solemnization forms on 18th Dec
Big day 22nd Dec

I feel like i'm drowning...and these are merely the items whose dates have been set.....I still have my favours to do, food to taste for both the church and evening reception....sighz..... I really hope everything just falls in place gradually......

Had a sudden rush of emotion just now on my way home of absolute longing for Mama, my late babysitter.... I don't know why.....I just pictured my Daddy going to the columbarium every single weekend alone, just to spend some quiet time with her, and him going back to their home all alone, and I couldn't help but feel a total sense of loss once more. Much as I have gotten over it, and seemingly appear to be alright, I guess it just inevitably hits you hard every once in a while. I just miss her.........

Hopefully our Lindy session later will help to lift my spirits up a little bit more....it's our 6th session, which means that it's only 2 more sessions before we complete Lindy 2. thinking about it, we've really come quite far in the last 20weeks.....although we're more well-versed with Lindy now, but I guess that if you do ask me to dance socially during Swing Fling, I'm still not confident enough.....but I guess that this kind of confidence comes with time....Darling has definitely improved though, and these days, when we practice at home, we usually manage to complete a whole song, with few mistakes of misinterpretation on my part.....and I guess that's really good.......

Ah well...have to go start on my assignment....much to do.....and no time to waste!!

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