♥ Eternity

Friday, November 16, 2007

I can't believe it.
Though I know my wedding is nearing....but counting down the days just makes everything seem much more real....and much more scary!

Am I supposed to get pre-wedding jitters??
In all those movies you see....the bride is often awfully anxious and jittery before the wedding.
But what are those jitters about??
The life ahead? The day itself? Wondering if you're making the right choice??
*shrugs*
I really don't know.

All I know is....I definitely do not feel jitters about my life ahead....because we are contented, and we've got everything that is under our control planned.......neither do I feel jitters about whether I'm making the right choice.....because I know I truly am...
As for jitters about that day itself...well, that is somewhat overwhelming me every now and then.

Those of you who know me personally would know that this is all only too normal.... I worry about anything and everything....=D But I do worry if everything will go on fine....as planned.... to say the truth.....much as I can't wait to say I do....to be overwhelmed with the multitude of emotions when I walk down the aisle to Darling who's waiting for me at the other end......I truly can't wait for 22nd of December to be over and done with......
Angela thinks I'm mad. I think I'm only sane. There's so much involved that I can't help but feel that way.......As I so often quote the apt saying of the Engaged Encounter, A wedding is a day, a marriage is a lifetime. I await not the day...but the life ahead....

Granted....I am anxious and eager to put on my gown and look stunning. haha.....I do want to be the centre of attention for the day. I do want to hear the oohs and aahs from my loved ones and friends. I do want to see all the preparation that Darling and me have been going through for the past 1.5 years to all take shape and present themselves in a perfect, beautiful and wonderful package.

Yet....all these are nothing compared to knowing that I can spend the rest of my life with the one I love most.

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On a separate note.......we finally received the soft copy of our wedding photos yesterday!!

I can't believe we had 672 shots! And these are not all, for he had deleted many that were bad shots, in terms of blinks and blurry captures..... out of which, we have to select 80.

I don't know how we can manage. Really.

Darling has a problem selecting that many coz he's so critical.

I have a problem keeping to the quota coz I love all the shots!!!

But we'll manage, I know... =)

We also finally completed the lip sync to our MTV video.....to our amazement, we completed it in slightly less than 1.5 hours......It was good to know we could finish it so fast....haha....

Our jeweller just messaged me......the rings are ready for collection......I can't wait to see them either!!

The invites are in the process of being given out.....

So...right now....we just have a few more headaches to settle for the dinner.....the favours to do, the caterer for the church reception to confirm.....the RSVP, and the decor for the car.... other than that...we're pretty much covered!

As for the Legion side....there's much to be planned for for the Christmas Party....which will be hosted early, thanks to us!! =D haha....and of course there are a few hiccups to settle for the Camp....just hope everything works out fine.........

It is all in God's hands....

12:11 PM