Thursday, November 01, 2007
Darling's great-grandma's funeral is finally over. yet, we can't help but feel that she didn't go very peacefully nor happily. We watched over her for the last night.... and many many weird things kept happening. Even when I pray the Rosary for her, I can't help but feel uneasy...as if she is very unhappy. It's the first cremation I went for where no one shed a tear when she was being cremated. Even at the last look of the corpse... it was the maid that cried the most. *shrugs* if I were to die, and this is what happened, I would be very very upset. I would think that my entire life on earth was just a waste. It's sad that things like that happen....when people can't let go of unnecessary emotions to just do their best for the dead person.....they kept no remnant of her in the home...every single thing was thrown away. That hurt even more, for the great grandmother has lots and lots of antiques.......I helped to pack.....she has calendars from 1969, 1975, 1988, 1989....lots of newspaper cuttings, and many many more things........not even her photos were kept. I couldn't help but compare the difference between my grandma's funeral, my nanny's funeral, and this one....the difference is so so much....Sigh....it's just a pity that things like that happen...............On a different note, we've almost completed our wedding MTV already....we still have the lip-sync to be done, coz we finished much later than expected due to many unforeseen circumstances.......Now, we're just waiting for the invites to be done, and a proper menu from the caterer for the church reception.......the favours to be confirmed, the floor plan and decor for the dinner to be confirmed...deciding on specific persons for helping roles...... and i believe other minute details....
It's only 51 more days!!!!!
10:25 AM
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