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The wedding is 3 days away. I simply cannot believe it!

Many a time I find myself asking if I'm jumping into this too soon coz the fact that Darling and me are married means a lot of things are gonna be changing. Not in our relationship, but more in the way people are gonna be treating us.....There'll be more expectations of us....esp since we now have 2 sets of parents, if u know wat i mean..... =p It is quite scary, if u think about it... and I guess pretty much every decision u make in life also has these kind of unknown future and consequences, but we still go ahead and make them anyway, trusting that God will guide us in the right direction...it is this knowledge that is giving me the courage to tell myself that things are gonna be alright after all.......

Been spending the last few nights working really really hard on my decor.....it's insane...... almost every part of the dinner decor is done by Darling and myself......the car decor is gonna be done by us, and the church decor is done by my mum......My bro was saying that this is the most DIY wedding he's ever seen, but also one of the most individualized and personalised...... I only hope that when everything comes together, it's gonna be perfect. Seriously, watever others may comment on the dinner, I wouldn't care anymore......coz Darling and myself have done everything that is humanely possible to our expectations......and we have done our ultimate best, so it no longer matters wat others think anymore.... This feeling is far more different than if we had paid someone else to do it for us.....u know wat i mean?? =)

Sighz.........been sleeping at 4am every single day, then waking up by 8 or 9 am in the morning...it is madness I tell u....I really feel like I never left JXY at all!!! argh......i just hope the eyebags and all don't show up on Saturday....was telling Angela that on the 23rd, once I board the plane, am just gonna tell darling goodnight and fall straight off to sleep... haha

Hmmm...hope all the DIY stuff gets completed by today....wait a min...it must be completed..... all the bags must be packed too....and tomorrow and Friday will be spent collecting all our stuff from the vendors.....really really hope everything falls into place......coz 21st is gonna be an insanely rushed day..... this would probably be my last post till January, so to all reading, here's wishing you a Merry Merry Christmas, and a Happy New Year ahead of you!!! My sincere apologies that I can't invite all of you to the wedding coz our parents have humungous guestlists.....which makes it financially impossible for us to invite everyone we want........really hope you guyz understand.....we'll definitely show you our pictures k?? See you soon!!!!