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God, grant me patience to be tolerant of those who go to church for the sake of fulfilling their "going for Sunday mass" necessity, but in the process, kill the ability of others to try and listen to your word.....

Super irritated at mass this afternoon.........yet i know i ought to be more tolerant.......i think pple ought to seriously think about what they are going to mass for, the kind of values they want to inculcate in their children.....what's the point of going if you are gonna talk through the ENTIRE mass???

Sheesh.....was extremely disturbed by 4 teenagers behind us...not once during the mass did they stop talking....no...not even during the eucharist......crap....i glared so much, yet they just pretended they didn't know anything....... thank God darling was there to stop me from giving them a piece of my mind.......i used to think i was a terrible teenager, talking during sermon.......but today, my eyes were opened.....these pple are terrible...i wonder if it only happens at my church.....

then there were 2 groups of parents who were letting their 3-4 yr old child eat snacks during mass......the last time i went to mass, i saw another parent give her child a chocolate digestive biscuit......WTF.......it's mass.....it's not a meal...they won't die if they have to sit without eating for a mere hour!!!!! Like my bro once said...if they're infants or toddlers that need their feed of milk, fine...... coz they are hungry....but snacks??!!! to keep their mouth shut??!!! And in the process, dirty the pews and the kneeling cushion??!!! Wat is ur purpose of feeding them?? Shouldn't they be following wat the adults do???? I never remembered being allowed to eat in church...and i always had to mimic wat my parents were doing.....sheesh...i even saw primary school kids doing their homework, sprawled on the floor once......i wonder wat their parents are teaching them, or why they are even there in the first place...i think they'll sin less if they stayed at home instead......*rolls eyes*

i'm not free of sin though....coz i'm judging....but i just wish pple would attribute more meaning to mass going......i'd rather you not go, then to go and disturb others who sincerely want to be there......which is the greater of two evils??!!

sighz....wat was supposed to be a good dinner at my in-laws was spoilt because of over-protection of one particular person.....i wonder why sometimes......but oh well, it's not up to me, and i won't mention anything here......

ah well.....bio test on friday...i shall channel my energy there instead........