♥ Eternity

Friday, June 13, 2008

Well well....i have NO idea what's come over me this couple of days....maybe the influence of Hell's Kitchen?? haha...i've been cooking and baking every single day, trying to make all my favourite dishes.....it's madness.....but i'm enjoying it.....seriously...cooking IS therapeutic for me... I may seem stressed and all, but truth is, every moment of it is bliss.....plus the quiet time I get with my brain whilst I walk to buy ingredients are times I really treasure coz I manage to think through a lot of stuff as I'm walking.....

Made Mac & Cheese for darling to bring to work, and an extra portion for Angela........made my fruit tarts.... made banana crumble, apple tart, and cooked lunch yesterday for the priests coz they had some east district meeting at my church....and dinner last night too...... =D

It's times like that that make me anxious for my own place....coz then i'll prepare all kinds of wonderful desserts and food, and keep them in the fridge to reheat whenever darling or me feel like eating it! ice-creams, pastas, and so much more!

hmmm...yesterday this aunty who was helping us out at church suddenly asked me: "You've been married for 5 months now...when you planning to have a kid?" And I was like..... seriously man.....it's up to God....although my human plans are that it would be best if the baby comes after I finish at NIE....but God has better plans....it's really really up to him...and I'm not gonna interfere in any part of it.....I have to say though, much as we're afraid of the responsibility that comes with a child, darling and me are looking forward to it!

So anywayz, finally watched Sex and The City with Angela and darling yesterday, and I think it's super super funny......much better than the series coz i'd watched it a couple of times previously.....but...yup, the movie is definitely better....some of their clothes are so fabulous.... and the shoes! man.....it's madness.....either it's real cheap over there in NYC, or these pple are maddeningly rich......ah well...hollywood....... I love how the movie manages to weave in some tiny meaning here and there, yet not let it be too heavy on the audience, so it's still very much light-hearted and hilarious.....

The movie experierience was spoilt by this stupid old man and partner sitting behind us though...... fine, i understand if u need to share your thoughts with your friend...but do you not know how to bloody whisper?? he was like talking away THROUGHOUT the stupid movie! And he's like telling the story, predicting what's gonna happen next and all......I got so pissed I told him to shut up....super irritating can........sheesh......

ah wells......certain pple have been seemingly wanting to leave this ministry that means so much to me.....and all I've to say is, it's seriously up to you.......as I always say, people from this ministry will not stay out of choice...but because God has handpicked you to be the soldiers of Mary, and it's a great honour to be chosen, coz not every one is able to undertake this responsibility......if you're meant to be a Legionary, you'll stay until your time to serve this ministry is up.......if not, you'll just keep coming back.... so at the end of the day, it's not between us and you, but between you and God. And if you're willing to walk away from this ministry that has given you so much, and is continuing to give you more because of intangible reasons, then well, it's your choice.......... =)

hmmm.... 3 more days till the deadline of the application form, and we still haven't receieved anything....is everyone waiting to see who would be the first to hand in?? haha.....the few of us are filled with so much anticipation at receiving the forms that it's funny...... oh well..... make use of your time wisely!!!!

Random old me is gonna go back to doing housework already.....and tomorrow is Da Xing Kang Le......just hope all will enjoy themselves!!

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