♥ Eternity

Monday, July 07, 2008

well well well.....Darling has not been feeling well since Friday....his stomach is acting up real bad.....sighz.... his stomach feels like it's churning, he's hungry almost every hour, can't stand the smell / sight of oily food, stomach has pains every now and then....seriously, if he weren't male, i'd think he was pregnant! *sorry...inappropriate joke*..... so yup...... brought him to see the doc near church today, and he's so super sucky....seriously....he's good if u need an urgent MC, but sucks if u need a real doctor's opinion! He talked much much more than Darling could to tell him about his opinion..... and he made his own assumptions. really really irritating....darling doesn't feel any better even after seeing him........ sighz...told him to go see another odc if he still doesnt' get better by tomorrow.....

so......

we had originally planned to go to the beach today since he was already scheduled an off, and it's a Youth Day Holiday today......but..... due to his condition, plus the fact that the weather didn't seem to be looking too good, we decided to go watch Wanted........

Super great show.....don't regret the money spent at all....... action packed from the start to the end, and we were kept on our toes throughout......angelina jolie is seriously good at what she does....action flicks, and looking seriously hot and sexy doing all her stunts! I like how the twist came about....and it had some great meaning hidden into the story......

There's no way we can ever wield power into our own hands, because at the end of the day, we'll get our own justice paid to us, all because we need to keep the power in balance....and no matter what religion we believe in, but there is an Almighty Being up there......and, well, u'll get your own justice paid to you in due course.....

haha...am i always looking too deep into stories? I hope not........ heee..... my friend told me not to watch Hancock...so I don't think i will.....waiting for The Dark Knight and Mummy 3........

argh....tomorrow's the first day i officially start teaching my kids for a while....kinda scary seriously....just hope i don't screw up........each time i think about having to start teaching, my heart starts pumping super super fast, my hands go numb, i feel super anxious, and I feel like i can't breathe.....it's weird....i never felt this way when I was doing my Contract Teaching at Opera......I dunno why i'm feeling it now.......is it coz the girls here are more challenging? Or is it coz Iknow i'm gonna be watched and assessed throughout the entire time i'm teaching, probably for a super tiny mistake or flaw? sheesh...whatever it is.....i just hope i hold up, and that my "anxiety attacks" go away as I get used to it gradually......3 more weeks, and i'll be a student again........

till then.....i just hope darling gets better soon.........

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