Saturday, August 02, 2008
it's been a week since i last posted. have been feeling extremely extremely lousy lately. my tummy's acting up like no one's business and i feel super miserable. this entire week has been hellish. i have no idea how i'm gonna last through tomorrow, or even monday, when i start school again. Just the mere thought of the train ride to boon lay makes me feel sick already. i try to think happy thoughts, to keep my spirits up, but i just can't. i'm really feeling miserable. doesnt' help that darling is getting busier at work with the ndp only a week away and all........ i only feel safe when he's around...... so today has been super terrible for me........ pulled myself up to go for novena.......and i was fine.....until i came home, and once again, i felt like crap. sigh. i can't even last the walk to TM, or even stand to complete a full rosary. That's how weak I am right now. i wish this was easier for me, but i know it's my cross to carry, and it's something i have to work my way around. on hindsight though, because i'm home in bed all day, i've been praying a lot. been reading about the miracles of the rosary, and it kinda makes me sad and guilt-ridden to know that people all around the world place so much importance on this beautiful prayer, and that it has worked so many miracles for them, yet to us, we almost see it as a chore, something we need to complete as quickly as possible, for it's just a part of the meeting. Am trying to ddevelop my love for the rosary once more, for Mary has truly helped my family in more ways than I can imagine.............right now, i just hope i last through tomorrow.........
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