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It's officially been 20 days since my last blog post.

Those of you who haven't heard from me yet are probably wondering why I haven't posted in such a long while. You're probably also wondering about my health, and why i've been sounding so moody and unlike Pet in the last few posts.

Well, today, after telling/disclosing what I've been "hiding" for the last few weeks to the people who would read my blog, I guess it's time for me to post my "news" here.

I am officially 12 weeks pregnant.

shocking? yes, I know. It's totally unplanned for, but well, we've decided right from the start to leave the family planning up to God because He has better plans.

am I happy and excited? I really have no idea.

Maybe coz I'm not exactly having an easy time out of it......what with having to deal with school and the deferment of my practicum due to baby being due in March next year........ plus the interruptions with camps and stuff......and most importantly, my school assignments and travelling time, and add to that, the fact that I'm suffering from vomitting spells almost every day........ motherhood sure ain't an easy road........

I'm just hoping the toils on my health takes an easier road soon.....because it is quite unbearable..... Plastic bags are now my new best friends..... because they are my puke bags.

But i'm just hoping things take a turn for the better soon.......darling's super super excited though, and i guess Baby is his new motivation in life.......many worries in my mind though, and i guess i just have to keep reminding myself that God has better plans, and having entrusted this gift to us, He definitely has His reasons for this timing, so I just have to trust in Him.........