Saturday, September 13, 2008
13 weeks and 1 day. Is this how all mummies feel like as they keep track of their children's birth/age? It's so hard to keep track of when you're counting in weeks and days. Hmmm...never had such a problem with the months that Darling and me have been together..... so i guess when you break in down into weeks, it really does get a little bit harder to keep track of.Do I sound very depressed? Please be reassured that I really and truly am not depressed in any way. I'm just feeling a teeny wee bit miserable purely coz I'm not feeling comfortable and up to my normal hyper active self. I appreciate all the concern and words of encouragement.....really I do..... but I'm really not pulling a long face every where I go....... but I guess you wouldn't really understand how I'm feeling unless you've seen me in person lately. I still laugh, i still make stupid jokes......I'm just much more whiny coz my stomach feels like it's on a washing machine's constant spin cycle........It just don't feel all that great to eat something and wonder in your mind if you're gonna puke after you swallow it.....and even if you don't puke, you can't eat much coz of the lack of appetite, and barely 2 hours later, your stomach grumbles coz it wasn't filled to a 100%...am i making sense? I guess it's harder to express myself in words.....this week has been kinda hard though. Took 2 MCs coz really am not feeling very well so far.... puked all over myself at TM on Tuesday evening whilst waiting for Darling to come have dinner with me.....and everyone stared and gawked at me. That feeling sucks man....... I felt like an absolute fool. But....I survived......but emotionally I felt like shit.....so I took an MC on Wednesday....... only to have myself puking thrice on Wednesday evening, and twice after I woke up on Thursday morning. Was rather feverish too...... couldn'y help but to see the doc again, and he diagnosed me with gastric flu. Man.....gastric flu coupled with morning sickness..........Sucks big time. But I am surviving....Just had my JXY meeting today.....settled most of our programs, so that's one burden off my mind....now i've to focus on my assignments.....lots and lots due over the next couple of weeks, so I really have to work my butt off.........Things are beginning to look up for darling and myself in small ways.....and I guess we just got to keep praying and having faith.........Btw, baby's website link can be found on the left of the blog, under my wedding photo....so if you wanna see how baby looks like....you can link yourself there!
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