Monday, November 17, 2008
I can't believe that this is already my 270th post. Ha....Anywayz, I'm starting to be able to feel Baby's tiny movements in my tummy. Haha.......Baby's kicking quite a bit, and well, it feels like a muscle twitch more than a kick right now.... Everytime Darling talks/sings to baby, Baby will begin to kick a little while later. But sadly, Darling doesn't seem to feel it. I think he's too anxious... and because it's very slight, kinda like putting you head on someone's chest, and you feel the heart beat, yup, that's kinda how it feels like..... I thought maybe only I could feel it...but Monica proved me wrong yesterday coz she did feel it a couple of times! haha....Other mummies are telling me the kicks will just get more and more frequent, and much harder once I reach the 6th month.....as of now, I'm still in my 5.5 month. I can't wait.... =D the only thing that keeps me worried though is the fact that I can't seem to eat my supplements at all. Whether it was folic acid, or fish oil (which helps brain development), I just end up puking it out and feeling horrible for a couple of days after. I can thus only hope that my diet is sufficient for baby to develop properly. Heard another old wives' tale yesterday that I shouldn't be drinking fresh milk coz it gives Baby a lot of phelgm when Baby is born...... if it's true, it sucks....coz I'm ensuring I get sufficient calcium by drinking both soya milk and fresh milk daily...... I don't exactly wanna drink powdered milk..... sighz..... just wondering whether I ought to listen.... =(feeling terribly tired today coz yesterday was a very very long day..... we're officially 10 days away from camp, and seriously, I'm still feeling worried. No doubt all programs are out....but something just don't seem right. Just hope that things work out during camp itself.Just read Rabbit's post on criticism. I can't help but feel that the article she posted is really true, and makes me think about how comments are made by myself....... I do agree that it's hard to change my mindset on a person once he/she has disappointed me.....but I do like to think that I look more at the issue that is wrong, instead of the person......... Usually I can't even be bothered with the person unless he/she means something to me...and because I often get disappointed by the person's lack of doing what he/she is capable of, thus, it is this disappointment that makes me even more upset. Yet all I ask is that he/she rectifies the issue by proving me wrong.... and I'm often fine....... But oh well, who am I to judge right? After all, I'm only human. Yet those who've worked long enough with me know how I am.....and that's usually the way I treat most pple....Enough abt such depressing stuff already...... Darling's been quite pitiful these last couple of days. He has just started his part-time course in Sports Science....and considering the fact that he'd never taken Biology before in his life...... his first 2 modules are really killer material for him as it is Human Anatomy and Physiology. He's been at school for the last 4 days, thursday to Sunday...... and he often comes back drained and extremely overloaded with information.... doesn't help that he's on duty today again..... the poor child. He badly needs a break.... and i'm just hoping we can really relax tomorrow.....
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