♥ Eternity

Thursday, December 11, 2008

My results for the first sem of my second year are finally out. Phew. Now I can finally enjoy what's left of the holidays.

Not that I was even stressed about it in the first place! Haha...... But it's good to know that I did do well enough to not be disappointed..... didn't expect much either, coz the last sem was extremely difficult with all the puking and crap...... But oh well, now it's officially over....... 2 more months to go for next sem before my final practicum, and my NIE days would then be out of my life......... am kinda worried about the responsibilities of having to be a full-fledged teacher soon.... especially with little Baby Moo on the way.

Sighz... that's the biggest of my worries...coping between family and work...... I don't doubt my love to teach in a classroom full of children....but the fact that I've to leave my child at home whilst I'm working is what worries me...... After all, I don't deny that I'm a workaholic freak..... so... the need to be able to separate work from home is gonna have to be a big part of my life right now...... doesn't help that teaching is all about prepping!

Ah well, as the chinese saying goes, 船到桥头自然直..... and of course... the other saying that "If God brings you to it, He'll bring you through it."...... I believe that He has His own reasons for giving this little one to us at this point of time...... so I just have to trust in Him.

Anywayz, lately been unable to sleep at night coz of the itching all over.... sighz.... all the YGZ would understand..... it's just getting worse, and nothing seems to help. I've resorted to using a hairbrush to soothe the itch coz it's less likely to injure my skin....... sheesh.....as a result of my inability to sleep at night.... I only end up falling asleep in the wee hours of the morning.... and thus, sleep till afternoon...... as poor Baby Moo is deprived of food, the first thing I eat will immediately be vomitted out.

Ah.... so crappy... 3 more months...... right now, just hope Baby Moo is growing well... that's the only thing on my mind..... also wanna enjoy my last christmas without the worry of a child!

5:13 PM