♥ Eternity

Monday, July 06, 2009

i've had enough.

seriously.

i've been trying so hard to tolerate this nonsense because i didn't want to ruin relationships.

but i'm so bloody annoyed that i'm speechless.

to whose conscience this strikes, i hope you reflect.

we discussed what being in this role took.... you agreed with us that time was the biggest factor.

and yet, since the start of her presence, you've seen her less than 10 times.

you continue to expect that our lives will still be the same, that our priorities have not changed.

i'm sorry if you don't realise that the biggest change anyone could experience in their lives has happened to us.

you expect the world to revolve around you.

just FYI, it doesn't.

You work, so do all of us.
As I always say. God gives everyone 24 hours. What you choose to do in that 24 hours is purely up to you.
He asked his disciples if one hour is too much to give to Him.....
We ask the same question to you.

despite being in your field, you don't seem to understand the importance of sleep to her.
Nope.
You definitely don't.

Visiting hours are put from 6 to 8pm for a very good reason.

Yet, you fail to realise it.

the very least you can do is to give a call and give us an estimate of what time you'll come.

But it seemed, you can't even do that, and expect to pop by anytime.
you actually seemed surprised when we told you not to bother coming anymore.

is commonsense that rare nowadays?

you probably think i'm being a big B***H and A*****E for writing like that.

But i think i've been too nice for too long.
All because relationships came first.
Despite how annoyed i am, we still always put you first.
Just in case you don't realise, you get the NICEST and BEST THOUGHT of gifts for your birthday and christmas ALL THE TIME.
Money is NEVER a factor.
All because darling cares about you enough to rack his brains for you.

But i don't think you realise that presence matters... especially to one so young.

What your relationship is with her... depends on how you build it up.
If you're happy with a distant relationship, it's fine with me.

Just don't question why she's MUCH MUCH closer to two other people who owns the same title as you.

Because they make EVERY effort to come see her, play with her and most importantly, spend time with her, EVERY MINUTE THAT THEY CAN, NO MATTER HOW TIRED THEY ARE.

I'm just thankful right now that she's far too young to understand what it means to be disappointed... coz otherwise, she'd have been disappointed so many times that she wouldn't trust anymore.

10:35 PM