for now, i'm just glad that i'm able to put aside matters at home whilst i'm teaching and to give 100% at work........to stop calling home to check how Faith is, and to just trust that my mum is doing well with her..............
ever since Faith fell ill, she's been waking up in the middle of the night at about 2 or 3am....regardless of how much milk she's taken in for the day......it's really taking a physical toll on darling and myself.....and we're just so tired each morning........
She's drinking so much milk lately...never below 1000ml in a day for the last week or so!!!
Yet, although we both are so tired, just seeing her grin and smile in delight every evening as she welcomes us home.........we just forget how tired we are. =)
She's getting more and more talkative....and she's smiling ever so readily these days..... =)
It's amazing how much attention she draws everytime we bring her out....and we can't help but to be so proud of her.
5 more days and she'd be 4 months old already...... i can't wait to start her on solid foods!!!! =D
it hasn't been easy juggling between work and home..... there's just so much to do....
yet, i'm trying my very best to cope......
it doesn't help that EVERYONE i know has very high expectations of me. =( I ought to be glad that all of them think so highly of me. ( This includes even the expectations of my principal! )
The fact that they've put me to understudy a teacher with star qualities just tells me that they want me to learn from her, and to be as good, if not better, than her.
It's a large shoe to fill. Especially when i can no longer devote the same amount of time to doing my lesson planning and searching for resources.......
But, i still have to cope.... I guess that knowing that they have such high expectations of me just makes me place even more stress on myself as i hate disappointing others. Having a baby to look after is not an excuse, but part and parcel of life. I just have to grit my teeth and do my very best to live and deal with it...... And at the same time, pray for strength.....
10:53 PM
Life is Beautiful
I love you not only for what you are
but for what you make of me.
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