the only reason i have any time to post is because i'm on MC today and tomorrow due to the very bad sprained wrist and 2 sprained ankles.....
sigh.. i can deal with sprained ankles any day....as those of you who know me well enough know that sprained ankles are like part and parcel of my life! but a sprained wrist is something i'm struggling to cope with...especially since it's on my dominant left hand......
doesn't help that i need both hands to look after Baby Faith!!!!
sigh... but i'm coping.... =)
anywayz... much has happened.. life is sooooo busy.... the girls are having their SA2 papers as of this week... the week before that has been a mad rush to complete the syllabus and revision papers! marking and correcting endlessly.......
so... P1 again next year? I'll be getting the same classroom, but an entirely new batch of students... what will it hold for me? I really have no idea but to just trust in the Lord.....
JXY is in one month... Darling and myself are desperately trying to help them get through it all... coz as of now, they still seem terribly terribly unprepared..... it doesn't help that they had some irresponsible soul in their midst... someone that disappointed every single one of us terribly.... i hate people who break promises...... i can't understand why you must leave with immediate effect when they are already crumbling... will it kill you to stay on just that couple months more so that they can at least complete the year?
No.. you are simply far too selfish to do that. No time for studies? Ha... what a joke... if your reason for leaving is that important, i don't see why you can't say the truth. when you told us you wanted to step up, you said it's coz you want to give back to Legion. Give back, my ass... you aren't even there for 2 months.... and you say we have expectations of you?! Our expectations came from your own mouth... your promise to God ON THE ALTAR! why do you even bother seeing what God thinks when you can't even fuilfill your own promise?
I really have no idea what is wrong with you... i pity the broken hearts and dreams of those you love... those who believed in you. People whom you have destroyed with your own selfishness.
sheesh.
i shan't injure my wrist further by wasting my time typing about you....... i just hope you come up with some valid reason for why you are leaving. whatever it is, i don't give a shit. you no longer exist in my life.
anyway, Faith is really growing up....
7 months already.. .it's scary to see the weeks fly by like that.....
week after week, the difference in her is just growing... =) she's eating more and more food now, and i really can't wait to feed her adult food! hehe.. i'm sure she'll love it.. coz right now, she prefers all these food rather than her rice cereal... and i don't blame her one teeny bit at all! =)
soon she'll be crawling round the house.. really can't wait for that to happen! my little sunshine... she really is the sunshine in our lives.....
love her to bits and pieces... except for the times when she drives us up the wall of course!
alright then.. will update again, asap! =)
5:01 PM
Life is Beautiful
I love you not only for what you are
but for what you make of me.